I , Me n Myself ...

Gone

2010-03-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

went to school for maths lessons today D:
so sian de
4hours of maths leh @.@
after that went to bishann active to see them rehearse for their atc
haha
den doreen came and joined
started playing netball/basketball with doreen den it started raining damn heavily lah
den we played in the rain until all soaked.
den went for lunch and then headed for my house,
cos we wanted to paint my room de, budden when we reach the room is almost fully done.
den we slacked awhile den sherlby come join us lurhs.
haha
quite fun lurhs,
we chat chat awhile until around 7 den they go home liao.
so long never see them liao
ilovethemalot :D

shhhhhhhhh

2010-03-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

oh please stfu already.
its enough.
i dont bloody give a damn,
so dont waste your time saying those shit.
and tht ILEHB
omg you whore, i cant believe that you're such a bitch.
dont smile at me and say i'll kill you.
cos rest assure faggot, i'll bring you along.
trusted me to actually believed in you-.-
walau tomorrow need go school again,
tmd
dont even know for what
which subject arhs?
i know its 9 till 1
hais
dont care lah.
tmw den see how.
tomorrow gonna paint my room(:
period.

idiot, i need you here now.

we knew what we were missing

2010-03-14T23:19:00.004+08:00

just changed blogskin again.
haha so sian, so tired.
tomorrow still need go school...

today juat come back frome camp(:
camp was okay lah
learnt quite alot of things from the mistakes we made,
and had fun:D
i screwed up abit, but in the end was okay with some help from the others(:
the rations were... ahem ahem
and the bathing part was so shortttttttttttt
we just went in only then they kept knocking and shouting.
i think the most enjoyable part was lights off, rescue mission and amazing race :D
rescue mission was damn funny lah,
blindfold them den made them walk around the corridoor and do stupid things to make them seel as if they walked a very long distance
den we want to laugh budden cant laugh out
hahahha
den went inside the room, it was damn dark, and i cant see anything at all
so started to swing my hand around and ask to find out who was around me.haha
sorry, if i've hit anyone haha
den we started to bang the tables to distract/scare them.
as for the amazing race, actually nothing much lah
me and caroline walked around and see them play play
den we went to this one station that they had to take off their shoes and run one round i think?
so they left their shoe at the station, and we both took one shoe and run to another station den back to them and made them do chicken dance before we tell them where their shoes were,
but still they came in as first group-.-
haha
and another part was when we made noel dance nobody but he refused to, den one of his group members did a handstand den we let them off.haha,
den we start calling noel miss soh hahaha
Lights off,
err... we all know what we did arhs.lol
contents were not suitable to be poster,
lol, why does it sound so wrong.
narhs, its nothing r rated or wrong.lol
so nothing much le bah, the rest was all okay lurhs
overall was quite enjoyable(:

it 1158pm now,
haha
shall go sleep liao, nights ppl(:

fazkiel wants me to post this:
Specky still havent come back,
ohh....faz is so sad):

-.- wth....

will this be the last,
stranger?
i didnt hear you call my name.

hair clip

2010-03-09T16:40:00.003+08:00

where the fuck is my bloody hair clip
how issit that it can be missing at home bloody bitch.
ask them find dont wan find go pack my room
how many fucking time must ai tell them not to bloody touch my things pack until like shit,
now more things are missing
go to hell bitch
tell me where is my bloody clip?????????
everytime buy liao go missing,
no money liao lah keep buying hair clips
cb

screwed

2010-03-08T18:07:00.004+08:00

sian,
tomorrow need check file...
havent pack yet notebook also alot never do homework also never do
hahaha, die le
tomorrow still got lit test
haiya, later den say le.
damn tired.
found out today that pft is on my bdae this year-.-
zhun zhun 15 on that day, so suey.
haha
bye

Tag replies:
/to Angela: no lor/ cannot go toilet for fun meh.lol
/to
AhLing: haha i never late de lor.lol
/to Fazkiel: dont you deny, everyone
knows that you're gay :D
/to Kim: tagged too(:
/to Gen: haha yeas. yea
lor quite stupid but not as idiotic as you :D

Sleepless Nights

2010-03-07T01:19:00.004+08:00

hi peeps,
just changed my blogskin again :D
HAHAHA
too bored le mah
put a very random song that some idiot recommended.
its 1.30am now,
still cant get too sleep):
hais,
so bored nothing to do except homeworks 0.0
that idiot havent come back,haha
still got very long then come back
you dont know how sad fazkiel is when he's away
hahahaha
total gayness
sian
nights(:

be back safely

2010-03-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

Idiot reach liao then tell me.
hais, stupid lah you.
haha
so tired, so bored
i managed to just pass amaths but failed emaths until damn jialat
so random,
aiya forgot what to post le lah
byebye

come back in one piece hor :D

give it up

2010-03-02T20:51:00.004+08:00

im so tiredddddddddddddddddd
arghs, want to do homework budden dont know how to do.
i seriously can drop school liao, all dont know how do.
Im really trying to pay attention le,
but i just dont get it.
Im trying to do my work,
but i just dont know how to do.
wtf is wrong with me.
i want to drop a maths and ms,
they're a serious waste of time.
how am i gonna tell them how much i want to quit it.
they just dont understand.
but i think im a genius lor, still mangaed to pass some tests.tsk
i owe alot of homeworks.
so stupid.
i give up.
i give up.
i give up.
i give up.
i give up.
someone let me copy your work, please?
bye bitches.
come join me in hell.

i wish i could sleep forever, & never have to wake up again.

new phone(:

2010-02-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

Thanks ♥Specky :D

Hypocrites

2010-02-24T20:23:00.002+08:00

doing ms homework now.
shit.
loads of overdued homeworks.
how can those bitches be that eff up.
wt is such a cheena bitch.
gave us zuoye during the lesson after recess,
then expected us to hand in after school during hcl
is she that no life?
not everyone is as free as her
of course, alot of ppl didnt managed to finish cos we all had lessons before her class
so she want us to do her damn work that is totally not important during other classes?
does a bitch have a brain?
so she said that those never finish de go outside do then come in.
actually not bad lah no need see her bloody face.
we sat down outside slowly do while those who have finish were having a test inside.
haha, we finish le alos dont want go in wait for the others then go in together.
we went in at around 3.35 - that was when the lesson was supposed to end
but she insisted on us finishing the test before going home.
wtf, the lesson end liao can.
1) its not entirely our fault that we cant finish(her brainless/no time concept)
2) zuoye wasnt important at all, she dont even mark them.
3) wed is newspaper time, and she said there was a test for hcl period
we stayed back for the test, not zuoye at the corridor
and we were supposed to be released at 3.35pm.
do she even have the rights to hold us back?
basically release time was delayed every week.
i guess she's just too lonely.
we wanted to do the test but she insisted on finishing the zuoye first, so she should let us go on time.
whatever.
at around 4.45pm she decided to let those havent finish de go home, back stay back tomorrow to complete it.
but some of us decided to finish it today.
dont want to see her tomorrow again.
tomorrow finally no ms, can go home early i then dont want to stay back.
so chiong until around 5.30pm.
and now might have to stay back to complete some shit.
ftw.
i was chioing to go home early,
and you're telling me to stay back again?
its not like those ppl hu dont have as much overdued homeowrk and wt hell dont have the time to do it.
if they dont have, they why would we have?
its called group work for goodness sake.
and its not like thay have to complete it totally themselves.
the plan is there, they just needed to rephrase the point forms to a piece of writting.
nevermind.
i can never go back home early le.
unless exam periods.
summore tomorrow still got those eff up tests.
fml.
bye suckers.

Finally

2010-02-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

omg finally finish the cca stuffs.
actually not 100% complete
i havent done any homeworkdont even have the time to copy-.-
summore today got piano.
today was a disaster,
everything crashed.
im dying,
drop dead.
bye peeps.

Tag replies
/to Faz : you suck,you're such a bitch lol :D
/to AhLing : haha,kays,meet up soon(:
/to Vic Vic : haha, anything lurhs, both also can.take care too(:
/to Angela : haha,damn hard to change can cause i was trying to change it differently, then got alot things to change idiot :P
/to Doreen : its not change at 4+ , is 4+ finish changing.lol, no life mah, cannot meh.

200th

2010-02-21T04:10:00.002+08:00

this is the 200th post.

its 4.10am now,
just finished changing blogskin.
gg,still got cca stuff to do...
leave it to tomorrow bah.
so sian this blogskin like very stupid eh.lol
i feel like changing den i anyhow change lurhs.
sian...
like very long never change blogskin liao hor.
ahhaha
oh yea, still got alot homework havent do yet):
hais,
shall go sleep now.
nights people(:

dedicated to my sister

2010-02-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

You're such a bloody bitch.
hope you read this
its a waste of time to post this, but i still did D:

cny:waste of time

2010-02-15T13:22:00.003+08:00

These are my rants, and if you dont want to ruin your cny mood, dont read it.

okay,this is shit.
cny is but a waste of time.
the only good part about it is holiday.
but whats the point of having a holiday when you have so much homework.
its a "holiday" by name.
this is shit mans.
i thought you werent allowed to scold people?
and that bitch started scolding people on weather to go to ikea anot=.=
like wtf.
its only 1.30 and she made it sound like it 4.30 and that we have to rushed to an important dinner.
but the fact is that we just have to go to some aunt house for a bloody dinner.
dont want go also cannot.
whats the point of going there, when your fridge is full, it wasnt enjoyable anyways.
(at least for me and father, the bitches can enjoy themselves)
if you're not going to cook, den dont buy those ingredients and let it go to waste.
get a life mans.
okay back to the ikea shit.
i didnt even say anything den she buey song den come gl me.
whats her problem mans
play piano cannot mah
i dont play you say i dont practice,
i play den you say noisy.
wtf is wrong with you.
not all songs have happy endings, just face the facts.
happy songs are for retarded composers who believed that the world will be a better place, and landed in the coffin sadly.
move on, bitch.
i play mine you dont come kpkb me okay.
say what dont want play properly den dont learn lah.
i already say i dont want learn liao what, you still force me to learn and take what shit exam.
those exams are just a waste of money.
so what if you get the grades, but you only know the songs in those bloody books?
its just playing for the sake of the grades.
those are for those rich people who want to show off with a piece of paper.
the paper quality wasnt damn good though-.-
whatever lah.
those bitches should really get a life mans.

byebye people,
enjoy your bloody cny D:

the rain in my drought

2010-02-13T23:23:00.003+08:00

thanks ♥Specky :D
you rock(:
hahahahahha
& faz you suck.boo ahha
omgomgomgomg,
effing happy now(:
ahahhahahaha
ask me why,
& im not going to tell you haha
so boring.
anyone got bubble wrap-mcfly de music sheet?
im trying to figure out how to play that song.haha
i desperately need money...
please donate to me):
hahhahahhaha
im so bored,
any recommendations to any game sites?
byebye people(:
Happy CNY and valentine's day :D

your sms made my day(:

2010-02-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

Currently playing:
Who i am hates who i've been-Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.

But i still like the past more.

damn-ed

2010-02-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

today was great as we managed to skipped wt lesson
ahhahah
zann couldnt make it for the science and maths thing @ acjc so i went to replace her and managed to skip all lessons after recess.hahh
damn retarded lah no transportation provided den i never bring my ezlink, so went to borrow from norris
ahahha, thanks didi(:
den halfway through hp no batt.
how retarded.
the test was fucking easy can?!
(of course lah, not even one question know how do.so no need to think want just write anything i feel like.lol)
thats how we did it that fast, when people were struggling.
no point doing, when nothing make sense.
its pure luck.
after the shit test, got a 20min break den went to some auditorium to watch the top 4 battle.
fucking boring.
dont know wtf they talking, so we left first.
train-ed home.
not bad lah...so slack, den maybe have cca point or what.
the best part of it is to skip wt lesson.
lol
hahahaha, so tired.
never do homework.
forrget about it.
leave it to tomorrow
byebye peeps(:

half dead

2010-02-08T20:22:00.005+08:00

today is shit.
half dead.
i was half alive the whole day.lol
cant remember alot of things...
screwed.
wt damn shit.stupid cheena bitch.
go to hell mans.
got what homework arhs?
like got people will answer this-.-
tomorrow still got cca-.-
hais,
so tired...
just a few more days to holiday(:
anyways changed the picture on the top, as you can see.
and changed the song to :
who i am hates who i've been-Relient K.
its related to the quote at the top.
remember to lower down the volume cos abit loud arhs.haha
enjoy peeps(:
byebye.

♥Specky

blocked

2010-02-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

it feels like my privacy is invaded.
you dont know how much i hate it.

idiot

2010-02-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

you damn idiot sia...
stupid woman, really dont know meh
you damn bloody idiot can
damn pissed now lah.
retarded bitch
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff=.=
go and die lah.

Suckers

2010-01-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

cbkias, go to hell mans. really got enough of your liao hors.
tomorrow will be worse.
dread it everyday.
we're all fake, acting every single day. bye suckers. (refer to private)

Screwed

2010-01-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

damn screwed.
just came bck frm amk,
saw zann thr.lol
damn sian
wanted to go layer hair de,
den the aunty layer until my hair look damn short den i say muct as well cut short,
budden they all say rebond.
den i go tel aunty idw flat flat de den she blur tio
ahhaha
end up rebond until like no rebond.
make me sit down thr hours do nth den sms to disiao ppl lurhs.lol
hair damn screwed look short, den the fringe like shit
hais...
must wait for it to grow longer liao...
bye lah.

omg, its damn nice can :D

The truth to be told

2010-01-29T22:49:00.005+08:00

so bored
sian lurhs
today too no life liao keep yao tou and disiao ppl
hahahha
fun lurhs
school was slack cos i didnt understand a single shit
i forgot to do alot of things lor
cca was okay lah
also quite slack
but den by tuesday need come out with that stupid logistic thing damn stress leh
tireddddddddd
15 was awesome(:
bye ppl(:

I've got my answers,
its enough.

The last sunset of this chapter

2010-01-24T15:38:00.009+08:00

060609~250110
it ends.

we're freed(:

you're my best friend ever(:

thank you for all your understandings,

& all that you've done in the past 233 days.

we met by a trick of fate

words cant express how grateful im to you

i know you'll understand

lets leave the past behind,
at least we've tried.

we've seen the last sunset of this chapter,

and the first dawn break.

now its time for us to move on

thankyou dearest,

iloveyou always(:

change

2010-01-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

changed the picture and quotes at the top cause i feel like it.
sian
homeworks left undone.
tests coming up.
sian...
idw go school
it sucks.
trying to change the blog song using another type of player.
but its lagging like siao ...
maybe not changing le...
i really think so lor
so random
haha
byebye(:

hatred

2010-01-19T19:09:00.003+08:00

omg you dont know how mush i hate you.
stop being so demanding.
who do you think you are?
big arhs?
and its not i never do my part is that i dont have things to do
at the very least i did my part can.
stfu lah cbkia.
i had enough of you liao hor.
i dread everyday.
fml.
bye

to y: thanks(: you're damn sweet lurhs:D

Accomplishment(:

2010-01-18T18:52:00.003+08:00

Plan failed.
didnt managed to do what i wanted...
nvm...
went to school.
had an damn unglam time on bus...
dont wan to talk about it.
reached school den straight kena goff.lol
suey.
nothing much lurhs, she didnt book us or what.
didnt bring anything for school.lol
pe never bring pants den tio detention 45minutes.lol
caroline they come accompany me,thanks ppl(:
after that went to pierce one more earhole(:
thanks norris didi(:
caroline damn funny lah started too ask the auntystupid questions den see her face make me so scard lah,end up my turn not pain de lor.
she scare the hell out of me mans lol
haha.
after that rushed home
actually got piano at 6 de but den no bring key and nobody at home den cant take book den tell her cant go hahahaha :D
sian...
got alot tests and hmwks...
jiayous peeps(:
bye.

cnm?lol

2010-01-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

so sian...
dont know how to do maths lah.
today damn stupid can,
go toilet hide from goff cos thought she wont go in mah,
den she really go check lah
stupid woman.
say tmw go our class check.lol
den asssembly got some cheena negro man come talk talk
isnt tht ironic.lol
just reach home...damn tired le...
hais.
i got update hor, dont say i never update le.
bye.

i got something to tell you,
but im still not sure.

dread

2010-01-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

sian...
havent do chinese holiday homework yet leh
ahhaha
dont care lah dont do
tmw den do le.
see that wt face sian liao.
simply cant stand that cheena accent.
hais.
dread to wake up every single day lurhs.
went to see y. dragonboat today,
that idiot very stupid lah ppl kidding nia really go jump down
later injured then know lor.
after that went to see faz clown show
damn funneh cans.hahahahahah
going sleep soon liao,
tomorrow still have school...
summore pe...
i hate pe lor.
hahahahah
nights ppl(:

shit

2010-01-06T19:24:00.002+08:00

ftw.
getting from bad to worse.
3rd day nia so many shit.
havent even do homeworks.
omg.
its all shit.
school sucks, and homme sucks too.
many bitches sia.
sister another bitch.
cb kia.
go die lah.
saw po.
nb.
cb.
knnbccb.
FML mans):

i shall start to reply tags, although theres
pathetically little tags.

/to Lilwern: thankyou i know.LOL :D
/to Sharon: haha thks.kay holiday find them go
out tgt(:
/to Jelyn: idk?basically they just suck.now i think form tcher okay
lurhs,others suck more.haha,tcher hardly rocks lah.
/to Sherlby: ily too(:

1st day

2010-01-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

today is super bored.
lol
the stupid form teacher time damn sian
and wt is a whore mans.
she say what ke tang ji lu ben den i heard wat humji.lol
shit
bored till death, totally feel like sleeping.
waste time lah.lol
omg,still got so long...
hais...
the classmates are okay till now lah, cos i still dont know them.
but the teacher and lessons sucks.
after school go slack cos wan skip piano
played hide and seek
thks caroline mans.lol
see the time table sian liao.
thursday still have lesson until 4.45pm -.-
walau late sia.
nb.why is monday so far from friday, but friday so near to monday...
byebye.

set the piano on fire

2010-01-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

nb.
knn lah.
knnbccb.
bloody bitch.
ask her go pay dont want go summore blame me.
cb kia.
the reception new come wan arhs.
summore ask which tcher n wat time.
bitch tell him 6.30 say dont have
ask me if i the only grade 3
bloody lah, i teacher arhs how i know.
den the stupid come shout at me i shout bck lah also not shout at tht bitch summore ask me mind my manners
she tink she got manners arhs call and shout.
cb kia.
nb all go die lah.
wat piano.
its but pieces of woods and strings.
i wan quit also cant quit.
no interest lah.lose passion in everything.
fckthworld.

Jealousy

2009-12-30T18:56:00.002+08:00

oh, finally finish the training thing le...
hahahhahah
dont know what to say.
just realised that schiil actually starts next week.
wtf.
classroom system sucks.
3faith10' will be on the 3rd level between truth and peace i think?lol
cant remember...
need faster chiong homework liao.
my stupid hua mu lan didnt even read and its like going to be overdue soon or was it already overdued?lol

omg, im actually jealous.
hais...
but what to do?
nothing else i guess...
let it be, there must be something else for me.
are you jealous of anything?
like who doesnt?
its just that its of different things,
but noneoftheless, its still jealousy.
jealousy kills, it makes a person scary.

bye.

2009-12-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

suey

2009-12-29T19:14:00.002+08:00

oh homeworks sucks....
and why does my sis have none?
she ought to have de lor,
last time we primary school also have de what.
wtf
hais...sian
later still have to prepare unitform all this.hahahha
hais.
homework will be left till thurs liao.
yeah, tomorrow last day le(:
ahhahahaa,after tomorrow can slack liao.ahhahahahha
hais,today was shit lah.
went to bed at around 12+ but cant get to sleep until 2+...
woke up at 6.30 cos wanted to go sch early to study cca stuff.
reached at 8! hahahah.first time being the first to reach lor.hahah
caroline came after a few minutes den we revise lor.
den i realised i didnt bring the lesson plan lah.like wtf
heng mine's after lunch.
lunch time had about 45mins.
wanted to go to anyone's house thats near the school to print it, but no one was available-.-
den went to j8 de photoshop there to try but that biatch say cant.wtf, can print photo cant print a piece of paper.
den caroline accompany me cab back home to get it den faster cab back.
the uncle damn zai lah drive so fast.within around 20mins managed to get home and back to school lor.heng arhs.
and caroline : thanks mans(:
hais...bored sia...
byebye

Humanity

2009-12-26T00:51:00.003+08:00

Isnt she cute.
she's beautiful.
she has gorgeous blue eyes that shines
but still,abandoned.
welcome to easth, this is humanity.
maybe we really need "2012" to restart earth
perhaps it'll become a better place.

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T02:50:00.005+08:00

its 2.38am now, and i just cant get to sleep
lol...
sian
its Christmas !
but who cares?lol
been random this fewdays, so sorry if i've freaked u out or so.

Merry Christmas people(:

Falling slowly

2009-12-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

alignment

2009-12-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

finally align le.

Changed

2009-12-20T22:44:00.001+08:00

okay,
i changed blogskin again.
hahahhaha
perhaps i wont change anymore,
or maybe i will.
maybe i'll just change some random picture, headers, title and songs
instead of changing the whole blogskin.
im so bored.
this blogskin damn hard to edit lah,
in the end still cant really align properly..
i give up.
lol.
fazkiel is really one of the slowest people i ever seen.lol
hais,
saddened.
forget about it.
byebye

You're so black

2009-12-19T19:59:00.005+08:00

sian...nothing to do.
im in a foul mood this few days.
so, im really sorry if i threw tantrum at you or what.
some might know what happen, haha
shhhhh.....
its private and confidential.lol
yesterday got alvin to accompany to go buy some things at
watson and go to library.
i borrowed books for homework sia.
hardworking right.lol
i borrow hua mulan.lol
its shit,i didnt even open the book till now.
now outside with timothy
and i realised that his surname is GAY.
lol.hahahahhaha
okay,thats not funny.
he's staring with fierce eyes.lol
on the way home le.
so bored.

okay,
why are you so black when you're a chinese?
do you know that in this case, i dont have the reason to be racist?
& you got even blacker after you came back.
why didnt you even try to explain you blacky?

hahaha.
bye.

refer to private for more details.
and people please tag if you happen to pass by or what,
dont just leave without tagging.
its illegal.

Bitch

2009-12-18T00:56:00.005+08:00

Bastard you suck.
you really suck to the max.
how could you be so fucked up?
and i finally realised just a minute ago
how dumb can i be mans.
it isnt the first time already.
i should've know.
you've planned this from the start ehs?
and why am i even angry?
wtf am i thinking.
bastard,ihateyou.
i never saw it coming.
and i trusted you.
but now i shall trust no one,
not even myself.

we're through.

Screwed

2009-12-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

Basically,i screwed cca yesterday and today.
maybe not just cca,
perhaps everything i did.
i felt really tired at the sight of homeworks,
and it kinda just mess up everything.
they just dont seems to work out right,
idontknow why?
must seriously start my homework le.
hais.
they suck.

& i love theway you call my name.
why did it hurt so bad tonight.

bye.

Bored

2009-12-13T16:03:00.003+08:00

sian,
just did last minute check for my ppt slides tmw and
realised there are repeated things-.-
was like wtf
heng got check if not die.lol
walau copy from the ncd website de lor,
den go check with theirs again den realised they are wrong-.-
where can wrong wan sia.lol
forget about it, anyways made changes to it le.
hais. later still need go iron and polish...
oh, the stupid mix pod says that need to change the music player
with video function de to listen so i changed it.
there's the mv for tongue-tied by faber drive there
take a look if you're interested.
bye

Homeless Souls

2009-12-12T21:47:00.005+08:00

okay, im tired and bored.lol

please note that this is quite a pointless long post before proceeding to read.

yesterday woke up at 11+
supposed to meet caroline at 1,
but she had some problems and cant get out.
i was pangesh-ed.
okay, the feeling sucks.lol
now i understand.
haha,like some jobless people or what lah.
nothing to do,no where to go
den sat down at tpy interchange de stairs for like 30min doing nothing.
lifeless mans.
went to find faz and timothy den i realised
y was gone in the morning
lol,i totally forgot lah.haha
slacked there awhile,den go find pamela le.
went to her house to slack awhile den
we bus-ed to tpy for dinner.
went to macs den bus-ed to pasir ris
lol,the bus journey was as long as always.
we're like fucking bored lah,played poker for
dont know how many times
she kept losing.hahha
chat and do stupid things on the bus.lol
we boarded the bus at 6+ and arrived at pasir ris at 8+
took bus to downtown east the chalet there
to slack when we dont have a chalet.lol
walked around the place, den played poker-.-
we wanted to watch movie de but
dont have the movie we wanted
den we go to some closed coffee shop there to slack
den my damn phone batt. flat
after that went to macs again until 2am+ den leave the resort.
walked to the beach and realised that there was like a shortcut?lol
sherlby, we're dumb mans always walk that stupid long route.lol
sit down at the rock there zou bo.
see the scenery...okay it was damn dark and
we could see almost nothing except some lights and stars.
listen to music there and start crapping and shouting.lol
left the beach at 5am+
walked to pasir ris interchange from there cos
there was no bus service to there yet.
took 88 back to tpy again
its like the first time so early at pasir ris take bus de lah.
on the bus, pamela's hp batt. also flat.hahhahahha
summore laugh at me, now her turn.hahahahahha
we're like sleeping in the bus den played poker again=.=
had breakfast at tpy den went home le.
being "homeless" isnt anything great,actually it sucks.lol
its damn bored lah,next time must ask
more people come out to experience it.lol
like who the hell will lah,pamela was just telling me
that next time got this type of lobang dont call her liao.haha
anyways, thanks pamela for everything,
and i'll still ask you along the next time =D
hahaha

went home le bathe den go out again-.-
damn sian lah.lol
found out that i lost something den told y
and he didnt blame it on me?
okay,i think he's on drug.lol
den i remember that he wa overseas and i wasted my sms -.-
he actually predicted that i'll lose it,and prepared 2 back-up ones
he got xiang to pass to it to me
y, if you happen to read this, thanks and its nice(:
forget about it,i dont know what im talking about le.
this post is like damn long lah,type unil i dont know what i typing le,
and im just adding this paragraph to make it even longer.lol
hahahahahhaha,
congratulations!
i have just wasted some of your time reading this =D
hahhahahah
okay,this is so lame.lol
im tired.

byebye

Tongue Tied

2009-12-10T15:02:00.004+08:00

I just changed my blogskin again.
lol
cause i feel like it...
im bored.
basically, the blogskin's called tonue tied,
and the song thats playing is also tongue tied.
thats so extra.
homework sucks,
i've been staring at it,
but not doing it.
watching the tv when there's nothing to watch.lol
hais.
i'll be homeless tomorrow mans,
and pamela you promise to accompany me wan hor.lol
dont pangseh me hor.

byebye

& i couldnt get use to it,
where are you.

3faith10'

2009-12-08T13:34:00.004+08:00

okay,
based on the title you'll know what class i'll be going next year.
basically, i just dont like that word faith.
i dont know why but i just dont like it.
most of the people in this class are from 2peace.
and only 8 from 2joy ):
okay...
i dont know most of them.
forget about it.
just hope for a better life.lol

came back from msia' yesterday.
got a school bag there.
a green checkered one.
it sounds disgusting,
but trust me it isnt.
and from what caroline had described on her school bag,
its rather similar...
lol.and i thought nobody will have the same bag,
or at least in the class.
cos its rather weird.lol
whatever lah, dont care le lah.
i havent bloody touch my damn hmwk.
i shall do it some other day
bleahs.
cca is starting again...
its gonna be busy with cca and hmwks.
nevermind forget about all those school shit.
i shall go watch the damn tv
den start fretting over all those shit perhaps tomorrow.ahhahha
...
idk what i talking lah.
whatever.

byebye.

Oh you sucks

2009-12-01T14:40:00.003+08:00

fuck.i havent do homework.
shit those work.
yesterday went to collect my hp le
woots
now must transfer everything again...
sian lah.
met caroline and kim at j8 @ 3.57pm.
den went vivo to collect den go amk slack.
den they say they ahave to go at 6-.-
asked xinrui over to slack lor.
den slacked.
okay.this sucks,i totally forgot what i wanted to post.
den ton with caroline till 5.30am.
lol.sian
no life sia.

FAZKIEL IS SUCH A BIATCH.
HAHAHHAHAHHA
be pissed(:
bleahs.

bye.

Pandemonium

2009-11-25T13:59:00.003+08:00

i just feel like it.lol
changed the blogskin for the ??th time.
cos the previous de image was deleted by the author=.=
went to blogskins and just picked out one randomly
currently feeling very random.
so i put in random songs.lol
8 summore.
i shall list them out to make this post look longer:
cookie jar-gym class heroes
911-sean kingston
i know you want me-pitbull [LOL]
shut up and let me go-the ting tings
three cheers for five cover - justin robinett [youtube]
hero/heroine cover
dark blue cover
jersey cover
the player will play it in shuffle mode
so if you happen to drop by and hear weird song, you lucky lor.lol
subscibe to justin robinett on youtube,
they're good(:
damn sian.
homeworks are left untouched
dont know what to do...

yesterday brought grandma and sis to watch 2012 for the second time,
lol.
ahma cool hor.she say she want watch wan lah.lol
nice lah.but watch second time wan sleep le.lol
your should watch it too(:

i guess this blogskin wont last more than 2months lol
its just temporary randomness.

bye.

LG =D

2009-11-07T15:30:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to vivo''s LG shop to repair my lg secret.
met caroline at school thr de void @ around 4+
bus to j8 den took mrt.
we were lke damn blur at the station lah.lol
we cant find our destination on the board when it was obviously at one end.lol
went to the lg shop once we reach vivo
haha.the lg guy voice was damn sweet.haha
caroline say he's a sissy.lol
after that went to buy a stick of candy,damn sour lah.
the sign board at the candy store was damn wrong lor.
wat one long thing and threesome.hahaha
shopped in daiso for awhile and start walking in circles aroud the place cos' we cnt find our way out.haha
den we decided to go amk cos she needed to buy a pair of track pants.
on the way to amk , i lost my wallet at serangoon station lah
heng got ppl picked up and return to the counter.
haha
after the long ride from serangoon to bishan and a return trip from there again, we summore take wrong mrt to bradell-.-
haha.
reached amk,rush to buy her track pants as its already 7++
after that went to macs for dinner until 9+ lah
lol.damn long lor.damn joke lah
got one girl that look lke yang, one woman tht look lke alsagoff, and 3 fazkiels.ahha
nothing seemed to be right lor,everything went wrong .haha
after the meal, we went to buy ear studs, den head to opposite de void to slack awhile den go home.
reached home before 11 ! haha
heng arhs, if not kena scolding again -.-

damn sian...
nothing to do now...
i dont want to do homework...
hais...
next week got cca.
boring sia.
bleahs.

byebye

Boredom

2009-11-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

arghs....
so bored...
nothing to do.
hahah
byebye.

please do visit :
www.shoppingboomz.blogspot.com(:

When the sun rises the next morning

2009-10-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

What i should've known is what i already knew,
perhaps.
but i still chosen this path.
so what?
forget about it.
it wasnt meant to be from the start.
lets just take it as a part time job.
when the time is up, we'll have to go.
we'll have to move on no matter what.
one day you'll understand,
or maybe never.
Goodbye =D

" well, if i die tonight i want to know what im missing. "

Taking Chances

2009-10-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

Taking chances is a nice song(:
lol.
heard it at maxine's blog.
boring day.slacked whole day.as in seriously slack liao.
waiting for posting results.
just like sitting down there doing nothing nothing, waiting for death.lol
tomorrow will just be another day.

Fazkiel, you suck sia.
purposely wan lah.
stupid woman=.=

bye.

Dedicated to you

2009-10-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

I got back my freedom.
and you got back yours.
now its fair.
we had the best memories.
Yesterday ended last night,
and tonight will just be another yesterday.
so, goodbye my dear.
this will be the last.

oh i changed blogskin(:

Orchid

2009-10-25T01:22:00.001+08:00

Losing faith in humanity.

2009-10-19T02:02:00.000+08:00

so bored...

sian lah.nothing to do.

tomorrow also no need go school.hahah

can seriously rest lah.

haha

these few days seriously no life lah.

we went all the way to near ngee ann there to buy ice-cream=.=

lol.

=D even have the time to go make some clay tings .

lol.

oh,and your handcraft suck mans.

ahhaa.

how no life can we be.

and i seriously forgot what i wanted to post=.=

oh whatever.

& i still cant trust you completely...

its not that i have a problem with her.you idiot.

Should I?

2009-10-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

update(:
haha
tomorrow last paper le.
i think i flunk all the previous paper.
hopefully i dont for the last one
hais
damn sian lehs...
damn scard the result kns lah...
hais.
i nothing to update le lah.
life is as boring as ever...
byebye.

i missed it.
and now theres a second chance.
should I or should I not?

Sick

2009-10-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hais..
so sick.its 12.12am now.
haha
staying over at a friend place.tmw den go home.
haha
not going too school tmw le
haha.can rest all i want
haha.tired le...
playing poker now.sian...
haha.going to sleep soon le
byebye

please wake up from your long sleep, my dear phone...

Blurness

2009-10-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

2nd post!
omg i cant believe im tht blur lah.
was lke wtf lah
went bbt with angela cl n caroline.
den to the playground
was lke crapping lah.
after that went home with angela.
we walked to my house there den i found out i dont know wheres my art lah.
den we walk all the way back to playgound
dumb lah.
hahahhahahahha
damn sian.
must try to study later!
wheres my motivation???
hahah
byebye

Lame

2009-10-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

ICT now.
sibei sian
i just managed to off chang's computer.
ahahhahahha
im so proud of myself.
end of post.
bleahs.
bye.

Give it up

2009-10-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

Changed blogskin again.
isnt it obvious?lol
im so tired.
piano was shit.
tio scolding nia.
hais.
dont care le
hahah
next 2 weeks no lesson!!!
ahhahaha
just finished my art de cover page =.=
hsia.
im so tired, i dont feel lke drawing...
and i still have DnT left undone...
i wanna sleep le.
tomorrow then say lah.
best of all, i havent start to study???
pro right.
bye.

dont let go

2009-09-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

im like trying to do my maths homework now?
no sense.
maths sucks man.
idiot.
i dont want do liao lah.
so much work left...
i want sleep liao...
me and =D bashed up Fazkiel.
muahahahhaha
cause of his stupidity.
haha
he damn random and siao lah.
tell him so long liao still insist.
summore come disiao
ahhaa.
he's a dumb blonde!
LOL
so not.
hahahahahah
to caroline:
好好管教你女儿
aahhahaha
damn sian
bye

one last time.
do you understand?
You have the potential to be a blonde.
=D

Rejects

2009-09-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

went for the service day today
grouped up with people from different schools
okay lah.
no many people answered the door.
infact very few
we only managed to get 4 people to do the survey.
haha.better than no one lor.
just changed a blogskin again.
changed le then i realised abit weird leh.
lol
it wont last long i guess.
ahahha.
still got alot of homework left undone...
sian lah
tmw den do...
byebye

to =D :
Sorry.

Regrets

2009-09-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

just came back from some stupid events
lol
damn boliao.walk here walk there nia.
now damn tired.
n the best part is i hvnt prepare my uniform for tmw.
cca was ok today...
quite tiring...
haha.our plan didnt came out well but at least we somehow completed it without giving up.
haha.its enough.
n you know what?
i forgot what i wanted to post le.lol
remember then post.
bye.

why come back if you had to leave.
down it goes.
torn it is.
whats left behind?
everything just restarts.
we just cant help it.

Its just not my day.

2009-09-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

2nd post of the day.
eff.
went piano.
go there then no teacher.
wait for awhile nobody then i just went off.
wtf lah.
tua me.
i think she got sms but my hp cant use nia.
sibei unlucky today lah
cb lah.
im not in the mood to do anything.
totally ruined.
thanks man.

anyone have any hp to spare?

Ruined

2009-09-22T13:23:00.000+08:00

My phone is dead.

isnt it quite obvious?
dont ask stupid questions.
what do you think i feel?

sorry for the inconvenience caused.
but who cares?

crapped.
now in ICT.
slacked.

bye people.

decision point

2009-09-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

its 1.04am now.
and i still cant seem to get to sleep.
attended a wedding at sentosa.
and now in the chalet.
damn bored....
nothing to do lehs.
the wedding was nice.
its in a garden.
haha.
and i forgot what happened.
we just smiled and crapped.
sian lah.
now playing poker card with =D
damn bored.
keep losing lah=.=
we've got nothing to do.........
hais.
bye.

who have changed you?

Tags are wanted

2009-09-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

sians....
nothing to do lehs.
maybe i should change blogskin again?
hahahha
yesterday cca was siao
haha
got wat circuit training
play until siao lah
after that kept laughing and crapping le
after cca went to bbt with caroline den we slacked at void until abt 7.30
wth lah
i never knew it was that late until i board the bus and saw my hp time.
ahaha
we really can crap sia
lol
den 2dae woke up at 11+ den slacked all the way till now
im so damn bored
but just cant bring myself to do homework or study
u know what?
i havnt do my history elearning until now lehs
n my sketch book is still as clean as ever
ahahha
im so proud of myself
n im sure ur proud of me too(:
bleahs.
now i forgot what i wanted to say...
im crapping.haha
kay
byebye(:

people if you were to read this, i would sincerely urge you to TAG!
haha.whatever you want to tag.just spell the word : tagged. is you really have nothing to tag.
thanks(:

Considerations.

2009-09-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

I changed blogskin again(:
hahaha
im so bored...
havent do history yet...
2dae slack whole day as usual.
after school slack in sch for awhile.
somehow wee have the ability to make the primary school small girl girl run away from her.
LOL.damn funny lah.
went bbt with maxine and angela.
crapped at the voids for awhile den went home le.
lost interest in blogging.
just like to change blogskins.
hahah -.-

To Caroline:
Save yourself =D LOL

give me some time.

2009-09-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

=D
quit it(:

2009-09-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

tomorrow then post.
haha

=D :
quit it before its too late.
i know you're there lah.
whatever.
im sorry?

Idiot

2009-08-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

Quit it idiot.
period.

2009-08-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

It isnt getting better.
infact worse.
im tired.
dont ask.
the things she asked, just reminds me more.
i dont think she did it on purpose.
i saw you.
the words you said.
your voice in my head.
im just tired.

to =D ,
Im sorry.
yeah, this isnt the first time le.
i just cant help it.
lets figure a way out of this.

sian lah.
holiday need go back for cca.
den zhun zhun tio piano exam =.=
i think go back sch in the morning den after the tests den chiong for piano bah.
sian.
scard i cannot make it lah.
i havent been practicing for a long time liao lor.
dont care lah.
hais.
tired liao...haha.go sleep.
byebye.

2009-08-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

Sian...
nothing to do de...
damn tired liao lah
quite alot things happened.haha
went ATC.
okay lah.not bad.
only one thing : the toilet is damn dirty.got worms summore.
hahaha.
overall quite enjoyable lah.
tried new things.
oh yeah, btw i changed blogskin again!
ahahahha
wonder how long this will last
i havent even finish one book i borrowed that day lah
pro right?
hahhaha
idk whens the due date...
my results were all kns.
GG-ed.
tmw got cca...
ltr still need go iron n polish...
i wan sleep liao lah...............................
=.=
aniways, monday going back to MCS. (most probably)
haha,hu is going,pls tell me kays(:

New blogskin.

2009-08-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

I changed blogskin(:

Bored.

2009-07-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sian...
nothing to do...
wanted to change the blogskin but end up decided to just change the colour and edit abit.
slacked whole day.
didnt even bring a bag to school.just brought a file.
was texting all day long.haha
went no life-ing with caroline for awhile then bus-ed home.
bye.

Its unfair why certain people just get what they want.
but some waste their whole life going after something they could never have.

Irony

2009-07-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

Missed it.
Done.
Well said.
It explained it all.
Period.

Update

2009-07-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Updated(:
Changed blogskin again.haha
2dae slack whole day.
then...
then...
then....
n yea,nothing.
ahahhah.
boring lah.
kay..bye.

My apologies.

2009-06-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

To that person,
Im sorry):

today slack whole day lah.
nvr really study.haha
only did some maths n some science.
den slp whole day le.haha
morning met chang n caroline at BBT thr den nvr open lah,den we went to j8 oso hvnt open.
den we went to school lor.
haha,the timing is like just nice lah.after school went tp BBT thr n slack awhile.
went to popular.hahhahaha
den i realised i lost it.
haha,now at home.
no piano lsn 2dae(:
haha.changed my blogskin again.hahaha
bye.

Lifeless

2009-06-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

2009-06-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Jelyn to do this quiz.

All the 14 people must do the quiz , unless he/she does not have a blog
Write the name of 14 people u can think off on top of the head, then answer the questions.

1) Jelyn
2)ohws
3) Liwern
4) Pamela
5) Bevely
6)cyy
7) Sharon
8) Pauline
9) Bernice
10)Angela
11) Huiwen
12) Maxine
13) Xinrui
14) Norris

1) What would u do if u and 13 never meet? - 1 person less to trust.

2) What would u do if 1 and 12 date? - err...unless they're les?

3) Have u ever seen 14 cry? - no.but hope to see.ahaha(:

4) Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? - Maybe?if they're les. that is

5) Do u think 11 is attractive? - Cute bah.im not les.no comments.lol

6) What's 2's favourite colour? - err...red?

7) When was the last time u talk to 9? - err...perhaps 1 or 2 months?

8) What language does 8 speak? - eng/chi.maybe a little bit of jap.?

9) Who is 13 going out with? - dedede?LOL

10)What grade does 12 in? - same as me

11)Would u date with 10? - err...we're not les.

12)Where does 5 live? bishan/amk?somewhere there lah

13) What the best thing about 3? - got into a good girl school

14) What do u want to tell 10? - nothing?

15) What the best thing about 3? - isnt this the same as q13?

16) Have u ever kissed 5? - no

17) What was the best memory u have with 7 ? - the “一定要”。if she still rmb

18)When the last time you see 6? - just?

19)How is 14 and 12 diff? - one is a girl, and one's a guy?

20) Is 6 pretty? - LOL.no comments.

21)How do u meet 5? - MCS!

22) Is 1 yor best friend? - emm not really lah...

23) Do u hate 12 ? - no

24)Have u seen 4 last month? - its lke just last week or so.lol

25) When was the last time u say to 3? - last week?

26) Have u been to 5 house? - no

27) When the next time u gonna see 10? - school reopen?

28) Are u close to 13? - err...okay okay bah?

29)Have u ever been to a movie with 4 before? - yea.i tink so?

30) Have u gotton into trouble with 8? - no?

31) Would u give 2 a hug? - err...for what?

32) When have u lied to 3? - forgot liao

33) Is 1 good at socialize? - idk?

34) Do u know secret about 9? - err...no?

35) Decribe the relationship between 12 and 14? - err...do they know each other?

36) Best thing about your relationship with 9? - err...idk?she's nice(:

37) What is the worst thing about 6? - like to piss ppl off

38) Have u ever crush at 12 ? - err...no?

39) Does 13 and 14 have a girlfriend and boyfriend? - err...dnt tink so?

40) Have u ever want to punch 1 face? - no

41) Have 2 met your mother? - i tink so?

42) How u get to meet 3? - MCS!

43)Did u ever physically hurt 3? - Hit her head!(always)

44) Do u live close to 7? - hmm...okay bah.quite near lah.

45) What 8 favourite food? - idk?ahaha

46) What kind of car does 1 has? - no car?

47) Have u travel anywhere with 9? - no,i tink.

48) If u give 14 $100, What will he/she spend it on? - idk

Update

2009-06-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

err...

nothing to post sia.

im currently slacking.

like i always do -.-

mood swings,bad mood.

idk lah.wateva.

ytd,went to school to do the egg experiments.

damn wu liao lor.

err...den i forgot wat happened le.

haha.

bye(:

2009-06-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

You werent the one.
maybe it was never you.
it was just who i thought you were.
You've change.
alot...
maybe just a little too much?
or maybe i never really knew you.
dont you come back again.

Teddy's birthday! - 040609(:

2009-06-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Its completed(:

Pocky again(:

Mess

Legs

Head

Head with features

The teddy =D

With clothes

Teddy in progress

2009-06-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

Skipped tuition(:

Pocky(:

the body

arm(1)

ear(1)

ear(2)

arm(2)

Drinking day

2009-06-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

2dae damn funny lah.
went slacking around with caroline den keep drinking lah
drank soda at j8,den milo n bbt at tpy
lol.drink until full lah
end up oso didnt went bck to sch,cos i 4gt to bring the files n hvnt sign my report book!
pro rite?i knw lah.lol
went to buy tis make bear bear kit.
caroline bought the rabbit wan
lol.hvnt finish yet...i just did the outfit nia..
complete it some other day..
haha
bye(:

Its over.

2009-06-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

Woots!its over!
haha
after months of trainings, its finally over
ahhahah
abit of mistakes here and there, but overall was good(:
ahahah

arghs...damn sian leh
nth to do at hm de.
just came back frm piano
tio scoldings as usual lah.tis cannot that cannot oso dnt knw wat she wans.
hais..
i damn guai leh!
i go do all the e-learning that is graded liao.
den did 1 zuo wen liao
guai rite!
duh
ahahha
hais...sian...
the stupid comp spoil liao lah
go and die lah
the laptop cant type chinese how to do another hmwk?
sian.....
nothing to post liao....
byebye.

Flunked.

2009-05-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

i havent even sign my report book.
idiot.say liao cannot study de.
study liao the results come out lke tht.
dnt study better lah.
waste time nia.
flunked.
i have nothing more to say.
its either sign it or leave it.
GFA sucks.
its stupid talking to myself here after everything had ended.
whatever.
anyway there's nothing better to do.

Happy birthday to Jiawei(:

2009-05-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

its miss soong's bdae 2dae(:
haha
bt we didnt go out 2dae...
hais..nvm...nxt tym still gt chance de
anyways , happy birthday!!!
ytd gt EL and HCL ...
haiyas...
cham liao lah...
the EL anyhow write lah.
not enough time de lah,summore must do the stupid plan tingy..the vocab. part i leave blank
lah...dnt care lah...
den last minute chiong the last sentence.
it made no sense lah.lol
HCL paper damn chim.
the mcq wan got alot is by luck de lah.den compre. oso nt veh sure...
the passages damn chim lah.
chang wen suo duan i use the last 5min to do de lah.i tink i only managed to rite abt 64 words...
die le lah.
the last minute,hand was trembling lke siao lah.lol
after the test,went to library with sammi.
go slack around den go library .haha
i was damn pro lah.haha(only sammi,CL n birthday girl knows what i did)
den aft tht,went bck to j8 to wait for sammi mum to come fetch her.
den met the birthday girl.
accompany her go shop for her cd awhile den bus-ed home liao.
now sewing the stupid cloth again...
cos i decided to sew abit more.haha
bye(:

For Ms.Soong jiawei(:

Happy belated birthday to Sherlby(:

2009-05-04T08:00:00.000+08:00

Friday 010509 :
went to celebrate Sherlby's belated birthday with liwern and pamela.
met liwern and pamela first cos they have to buy sherlby's present.
some idiot still want to go all the way to more than words to buy it, when we only hav abt 10min left.haha (idiot=140cm) LOL.
end up just spent abt 5min in a shop nearby to get her present.haha.fast hor.
Trained to novena to meet sherlby.
we were actually in the same train -.-
haha
Lunch at dnt knw wat shop lah.
cos the birthday girl says she wants to eat steamboat..
it was like only 12+ leh.lol
Sherlby went to order her ma la huo guo.lol.nobody wants it except her lah.
she ended up drinking 3cans of green tea.ahaha
play until quite disgusting lah.haha.they keep dropping things lor.
1) sherlby dropped the plate. ( plastic actually cracks?) lol
2) liwern spilled her coke.(on her white pants)ahahaha
after that , shop around lor.
we needed to cross the road mah,den me n liwern decided to use the overhead bridge,while pamela n sherlby decided to jay walk.
they stupid lah.we crossed the road liao , they still figuring out how to jay walk.
den pamela had to drag sherlby acroos the road lah.den she was lke screaming all the way.ahaha
went to eat ice cream(:
went to find a place to study, but cnt find lor...
end up sitting outside a shopping mall there de table do hmwk.pathetic lah.lol
after that, went to the mrt station to slack lah.cos we still hav some time den no place to go liao...
sit down there missed a few train den finnaly decided to take the train to the end den bck agn-.-
Me liwern n pamela alighted at tpy while sherlby train bck to yishun.
reached tpy,wait with pamela for her family for abt 7min den bus-ed home liao.

Liwern's disgusting plum milk tea.

Steamboat.(looks kinda disgusting.lol)

The drinks.
3cans green tea-Sherlby
+
2cans lemon tea-Me
+
1can green tea-Pamela
+
1can coke-Liwern
=
Coke+lemon tea+ice+soy sauce
=

Green teas.

The mess
Pamela's work

=

Yesterday 020509 :
Slacked at home...haha
lunch with lunch with father,den went to buy paint.
den helped with painting parents' room.
damn long lor.a few hours lerh.haha
quite fun at first,den after that tired liao.lol
paint until quite nice lah...haha

=
=

Random

Alignment got probs.
haiya..nvm le.

14!

2009-04-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

hmm...its 12 midnight !
its 120409!
n im officially 14!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

110409 :
2dae gt the training...damn tiring lah....

dnt wan to tok abt it liao.nightmare ):

yesterday - 100409 :
damn niceeeeeeee(:
went j8 met some of them.den walk to bishan active.

did some drills.
after that it was celebration !

haha.

waterbomb war !

haha.they wanted to throw at me de, then i run far far away.
im like one of the dry-est wan.haha
jiahui was wet,den she come hug me to make met wet lah.lol.she ran sround hugging ppl lor.lol
after that,they brought the cake out.damn nice lah,first tym gt frens buy me cake sia.haha.
im so touched =D
den when i was cutting the cake,tht sir go pour ice on me lah.wa lau eh.where can lke tht wan lah.bleahs ;P
cut the cake liao, den they found out tht there wasnt any plates n forks.LOL.
then they just put the cake in the cups.make until damn er xin lah.hahaha
after that,we slack around for awhile more.

played basketball.haha.hardly played.i just walk here walk there nia.haha

den went off liao.

went to j8 with jiawei.

waited for liwern,pamela n sherlby at mac.

den weiting came.haha

didnt knw she was coming lah.cos she told me tht she had cca.
they all last minute go buy present de lah.only liwern bought it earlier.
slack at mac awhile, den decided to go vivo.haha

weiting cant go,so she went off first.
go there shop shop,lunch den play water den shop for awhile more den went to the garden.wa lau the garden part was damn idiot lah.men pamela was lke sitting down there,den jiawei n liwern go turn turn turn.until we giddy lah.wan vomit liao lah.jiao ruan lah.ahaha.
abt 9+ den go take train.haha.quite late lah.liwern actually said tht she was goin home abt 6+ den reach home at 7 de lah.bt den end up go bck so late.haha
liwern n jiawei went of first cos i oso dnt knw why lah.they're in a rush?

we were lke walking,den they suddenly disappear liao.

train-ed home with pamela n sherlby.
me n pamela alighted at tpy station cos she wanted to bus home,when she can just alight at bishan.lol.cos she said she want to sleep in the bus.is lke why cant she just go home n sleep?lol

bus-ed home.

reached home abt 10+.bathed den i remembered that i had training the nxt day...
sian lah,went to iron.didnt polished =x
haha

12+ go sleep liao.haha

Pictures :

Blogskin

2009-03-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

Changed the blogskin again.
this blogskin is kinda plain.
bt dnt knw why when i saw this , i just felt like changing it.
haha
sian lah...
just finished my zuo wen!
bt hvnt do the holiday de n nvr finish the 15page research...
sian..dnt care le
damn tired..
bye

12 more days =D

Huiwen + Shiying's motivation song :
Mo-ti-va-tion.motivation.motivation.motivation.
motivation.motivation.motivation.motivation.
aiya...cant rmb liao...aniways the whole song just consist the word "MOTIVATION" la.
lol.lame.

yea...12 more days..
12 more days to a new beggining...
12 more days to an end of this journey.
it has been a year + already.
12 more days its wat thats left.

ICT lesson

2009-03-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

Sian arhs...
now ICT...
dnt knw wth the tcher is tokin lah...haha
nobody listening lah.
go home den post........
damn tiredddddddddddddddddddd
Still hav LA n CME n HCL
LESSON OVER LIAO!
BYE(:

to Ms Zhang

2009-03-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

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Happy liao?lol
dnt emo le.its temporary nia lah.haha(:

nothing to post leh.
damn sian lor.
i dnt even c tht theres a holiday lah.
just started on hmwk nia lah...
how to rush finish?
damn tired.................................
bleahs.
bye.

Update

2009-03-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin liao!hahaha
whatever.
came bck from the damn maths tuition...
lol.damn siam de lor...
still need topack chinese file leh
some lost liao lah...
die.
still ned to rite all my xi zi for all 11chaps.... o.o
.................................................................................................
tmw summore go science centre.
for wat lah?sian leh...
bt if can skip hcl i dnt mind lah
haha.
now must faster go finish the damn chi den sleep .the rest dnt care liao lah.
tmw den say liao.
i shall start to revive the dead blog liao.haha
try to post more often.haha
bye.

Failed

2009-03-01T21:21:00.001+08:00

quite long nvr post le.ahaha.
just now wanted to change a blogskin de..
go combine tis n tht .lol
den play until tired liao.tmw den change bah
sian lah..tmw gt school liao...
still slacking..hvnt do hmwk yet...
haha.
must faster finish.
2dae slack whole day liao.haha
ytd wake up damn early lah.
den mum sent me to j8 to meet with the others
took train with them.lol.tok crap in the train.
reached cck.
dnt knw where the bus is den just wait wait wait.lol
training was okay lah...
wnt die yet lah.haha
aft tht train home with them agn.
on train tok crap agn.lol
hentai.hentai.hentai.LOL
okay, i always tok crap.ahaha
pervertic convo lor.
reach home den go bathe liao den go sleep le.ahaha
damn tired mah.
night talked with sherlby on phone until abt 3am.lol
she taught me "something" .
tyty.ahaha
to sherlby: dnt worry lah.i wnt listen to yr stupid advice/method. lol
now hav to go do hmwk le..
bye(:

- n we're giving it up...

2009-02-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Ytd did LA proj. with cl caroline n sammi .
ahaha.damn funy lah
cl is damn pervertic lah...she say stupid tings.lol

den 2dae veh fan lah...
sian...
bt in the end prob. solved =D
n i did someting brave seh....ahaha
i've got an answer le.
it was surprising...
but we're giving it up...
haha...
nvm lah.aniway it seems too imposible ...
just let it be.
it'll just remain the same...
we shall forget it.
its okay ,
at least i know the truth.
thats enough.
thank you(:

thanks xinrui. =D

Missing reasons

2009-02-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

there have to be reasons....
bt why issit tht i just cant find them to convince myslf?
tis doesnt make any sense..
its just imaginations.
bt there r tyms tht it felt so real....
ur totally different,infact the opposite.bt why?
blind?
m i even sure?
if it is,why dnt i feel what i shld according to ppl around me?
if its not,den why m i still here for the sake of it.
just what exactly m i doing?
there seemed to b words that u just couldnt explain.
bt im still waiting for tht explanation.
convince me tht its true.

n i found out tht its not only me thts being "emo" or wat lah...
many ppl r oso emo for lots of diff. reasons.......................

2009-02-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

haiya....today nvr report to golf agn...
aiya...guan ta de lah...skali she oso forgt liao den i heng lor...ahaha
aft sch went j8 with xinrui caroline n sammi...
went to foodcourt .chat with xinrui n waited for sammi n caroline...
tok abt pervertic stuffs lah.lol
quote xinrui : " just stand up can liao lah "
ahahha
aft tht went to buy tings den go wait for bus.
wait with xinrui her bus first.
she n caroline veh joker lah...
she go hug caroline den caroline said : ai shi bu neng mian qiang de
ahahhaa -.-
tok crap there lor..
aft tht went to take 56 with caroline den went home lor...
haha
now doin the stupid chi. ting...dnt knw wat to do lah...
h.e tmw dnt pass up le...dnt care lah
the rest nxt tym den say.
2dae just finish the bao zhang bao dao can liao lah....
byebye(:

suey

2009-02-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

2dae sibei suey lah...
hcl , golf cme chk our class.stupid
ask some of us go outside n "chat" wit her lah.
wa lau she damn wat lah , go book the rest of them , den mine say wat giv me one more chance den rite my name dwn den say wat every morning must report to her.
wa lau ,thts worst den kena booked lah.
they just sign one stupid form,i ned go c golf everyday.
i rather kena book lah... stupid -.-
sian ...
wateva lah.
bye.