I watched the proverbial sunrise coming up over the pacific, & you might think that im losing my mind, but i'll shy away from the specifics, because i dont want you to know where i am.
because then you'd see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
my story

Monday, February 8, 2010 half dead | 8:22 PM

today is shit.
half dead.
i was half alive the whole day.lol
cant remember alot of things...
screwed.
wt damn shit.stupid cheena bitch.
go to hell mans.
got what homework arhs?
like got people will answer this-.-
tomorrow still got cca-.-
hais,
so tired...
just a few more days to holiday(:
anyways changed the picture on the top, as you can see.
and changed the song to :
who i am hates who i've been-Relient K.
its related to the quote at the top.
remember to lower down the volume cos abit loud arhs.haha
enjoy peeps(:
byebye.

♥Specky

Saturday, February 6, 2010 blocked | 10:59 PM

it feels like my privacy is invaded.
you dont know how much i hate it.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 idiot | 9:55 PM

you damn idiot sia...
stupid woman, really dont know meh
you damn bloody idiot can
damn pissed now lah.
retarded bitch
ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff=.=
go and die lah.

Sunday, January 31, 2010 Suckers | 11:52 PM

cbkias, go to hell mans. really got enough of your liao hors.
tomorrow will be worse.
dread it everyday.
we're all fake, acting every single day. bye suckers. (refer to private)



Saturday, January 30, 2010 Screwed | 10:37 PM

damn screwed.
just came bck frm amk,
saw zann thr.lol
damn sian
wanted to go layer hair de,
den the aunty layer until my hair look damn short den i say muct as well cut short,
budden they all say rebond.
den i go tel aunty idw flat flat de den she blur tio
ahhaha
end up rebond until like no rebond.
make me sit down thr hours do nth den sms to disiao ppl lurhs.lol
hair damn screwed look short, den the fringe like shit
hais...
must wait for it to grow longer liao...
bye lah.

omg, its damn nice can :D

Friday, January 29, 2010 The truth to be told | 10:49 PM

so bored
sian lurhs
today too no life liao keep yao tou and disiao ppl
hahahha
fun lurhs
school was slack cos i didnt understand a single shit
i forgot to do alot of things lor
cca was okay lah
also quite slack
but den by tuesday need come out with that stupid logistic thing damn stress leh
tireddddddddd
15 was awesome(:
bye ppl(:

I've got my answers,
its enough.
















Sunday, January 24, 2010 The last sunset of this chapter | 3:38 PM

060609~250110
it ends.
we're freed(:
you're my best friend ever(:
thank you for all your understandings,
& all that you've done in the past 233 days.
we met by a trick of fate
words cant express how grateful im to you
i know you'll understand
lets leave the past behind,
at least we've tried.
we've seen the last sunset of this chapter,
and the first dawn break.
now its time for us to move on
thankyou dearest,
iloveyou always(:




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